Tuesday, February 23, 2010

February 24th, 2010 - .....

She was looking for happiness. And she deserved it. She was hoping that he will make her happy. She has given up her school, even though her education meant nothing in her country at the time, and her family to start a life with someone 14 years older than her. But what she was about to face, she never expected. The man she married, was someone who was mentally very ill, because of what has happened to him since childhood. And he was going to bring out all the anger that he held in himself since he was a child on her. He did not trust anyone. Even himself. Let alone trust her. The biggenings were harsh. She was at home alone. She couldn't contact anyone without permission. And when he would return from work he would beat her up. Every night it was a different excuses. If she would open the door too late on him, he would beat her up because he would be suspiciouse on what she was doing that took her too long to open the door. And if she opened the door early, he would ask her if she was waiting for someone that she opened the door too quickly and he would beat her up again. If the food was too salty, he would beat her. If it had no salt, he would beat her. If she slept too much he would beat her. If she slept too little he would beat her. The house must have been clean all the time. A single dust seen on anywhere, even a power plug, would end up in her bieng beaten. All this... and he always said he loved her. He loved her but he neated her everyday. Maybe he just didnt know how to love....

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